I feel so angry.
and annoyed.
I don't know if its because I'm getting sick, or because I'm tired, or because I'm cold.
All I know is that I'm cranky.
I feel like theres so much more shit that I really feel the need to post on here, but I don't wanna risk anyone that those things are directed to to come across this page and get offended.
Theres SO MANY people that I would love nothing more than to give them a piece of my mind, but writing it online just wouldn't do it justice.
Maybe someday when all the people that pissed me off early in life forget who I am, I'll get the ovaries to spew all my angry thoughts online.
Sorry for the TERRIBLE post....I just felt like....I don't know.
I don't know what I feel like.
I need to go to bed.
Wednesday, December 4, 2013
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
Its Almost 2014!
2013 has literally been a year of hell for me.
So much shit has happened to make me desperately look forward to January 1st. A new start.
I got a nice parting gift from my ex-bf (mono), got the WORST allergic reaction to amoxicillin. HOLY SHIT. Just thinking about it makes me wanna tear my skin off my body. Then I ended up in the hospital and literally almost died.
Its just been all downhill from there.
I realized that life is way too short for me to be doing things that I don't want to be doing. I wanna do things for ME. Things that I wanna do. Things that I've always DREAMED of doing.
I know its still a little early yet for New Years Resolutions, but...it's a lot closer than I think. Why wait a whole month to start making my life what I've always wanted it to be, when I can start doing it now?
Life is finite, and I'm not going to sit around and wait for it to happen, because then it never will and I'll die an unfulfilled life.
My top aspirations for 2014:
So much shit has happened to make me desperately look forward to January 1st. A new start.
I got a nice parting gift from my ex-bf (mono), got the WORST allergic reaction to amoxicillin. HOLY SHIT. Just thinking about it makes me wanna tear my skin off my body. Then I ended up in the hospital and literally almost died.
Its just been all downhill from there.
I realized that life is way too short for me to be doing things that I don't want to be doing. I wanna do things for ME. Things that I wanna do. Things that I've always DREAMED of doing.
I know its still a little early yet for New Years Resolutions, but...it's a lot closer than I think. Why wait a whole month to start making my life what I've always wanted it to be, when I can start doing it now?
Life is finite, and I'm not going to sit around and wait for it to happen, because then it never will and I'll die an unfulfilled life.
My top aspirations for 2014:
- Actually start a YouTube channel
- Have people actually enjoy it.
- Internet stardom.
- Have my blog become popular.
- Find someone who actually likes me.
- Make new friends.
- Get an apartment with my best friend.
- Roadtrip
- Start Exercising
- Keep my room clean.
- Save money instead of spending it.
- Start writing again. NaNoWriMo 2014?
- Make someone's life better.
Those kind of seem really lame...but there's way more things I couldn't add because they're way too weird and personal, and I don't want you guys to think I'm crazy. So those are classified.
I just really hope the new year is everything that I hope it will be. I need something to look forward to.
Monday, December 2, 2013
Hibernation for Humans
Winter is here!
And in celebration of this beautifully brutal time of year, I've decided to eat everything in sight so I can pack on a few extra pounds to keep me warm, because I don't have anyone to do that for me.
That's my excuse for eating whatever the fuck I want without being judged.
I shouldn't be allowed to have money because I literally will only go out and buy food. And not "good-for-you" food either. The bad shit. The candy, and the donuts, and the soda. Literally anything with over 500 calories per serving I'll be plopping down on that check-out counter, you can guaruntee it.
Like...I'm pretty sure everyone at Walmart knows me by name now because I'm in there so often buying sugary snacks in my baggy sweats. I also buy a lot of pasta. Again, not the "whole grain" shit that the so-called "granola" people advise us to use. You better bet your ass I'm buying the carb-loaded, extra saucy and deliciously heart-attack-inducing shit.
I'm honestly surprised that I don't weight at least 300 pounds by now.
Anyway, here's my latest haul:
And in celebration of this beautifully brutal time of year, I've decided to eat everything in sight so I can pack on a few extra pounds to keep me warm, because I don't have anyone to do that for me.
That's my excuse for eating whatever the fuck I want without being judged.
I shouldn't be allowed to have money because I literally will only go out and buy food. And not "good-for-you" food either. The bad shit. The candy, and the donuts, and the soda. Literally anything with over 500 calories per serving I'll be plopping down on that check-out counter, you can guaruntee it.
Like...I'm pretty sure everyone at Walmart knows me by name now because I'm in there so often buying sugary snacks in my baggy sweats. I also buy a lot of pasta. Again, not the "whole grain" shit that the so-called "granola" people advise us to use. You better bet your ass I'm buying the carb-loaded, extra saucy and deliciously heart-attack-inducing shit.
I'm honestly surprised that I don't weight at least 300 pounds by now.
Anyway, here's my latest haul:
NO REGRETS
I'm ready for you, winter.
Friday, November 29, 2013
Compliments from old people
For those of you who were not aware, the majority of customers who come into RiteAid are 65+....probably because they have a lot of perscriptions to pick up...
They're literally the sweetest people ever. I've never met nicer people in my whole life than these old people.
I think a lot of them are just really lonely and have nobody at home to talk to, so they like to chat it up with the younger employees for as long as possible, which I don't mind because I love hearing their stories and seeing them smile.
An older guy came in today and said he was buying candy for his wife.
When I went to put it in a bag, I started laughing because I kept dropping one of the candy bars onto the counter. It was so awkward that I literally COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING.
The guy smiled and he said:
"You know what the best sound in the world is? A beautiful woman laughing. You're glorious."
It was probably one of the best compliments I had ever gotten from someone.
One of the less pervy ones, anyways.
They're literally the sweetest people ever. I've never met nicer people in my whole life than these old people.
I think a lot of them are just really lonely and have nobody at home to talk to, so they like to chat it up with the younger employees for as long as possible, which I don't mind because I love hearing their stories and seeing them smile.
An older guy came in today and said he was buying candy for his wife.
When I went to put it in a bag, I started laughing because I kept dropping one of the candy bars onto the counter. It was so awkward that I literally COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING.
The guy smiled and he said:
"You know what the best sound in the world is? A beautiful woman laughing. You're glorious."
It was probably one of the best compliments I had ever gotten from someone.
One of the less pervy ones, anyways.
Thursday, November 28, 2013
Happy Turkey Day!
Hope y'all are having a great time stuffing your stomachs full of turkey and spending quality time with your families!
It's kind of sad to me that we need one special day out of the year to be thankful when we should be thankful Every day....but I guess that's just me.
We just got done with family game night. Is that really juvenile? Do people still have family game night besides me?
Anyway..
We played a game called Quelf (no, not queef), and It was so fucking funny. Like. you'll honestly never play a more fucked game ever. wtf is a quelf anyways? Is that even a real word? I'll have to look that one up.
As y'all go to sleep tonight with full bellies and a smile on your sleepy little faces, don't forget about those who are less fortunate. Remember and pray for those who aren't able to be with their families today, and thank those who are out fighting for our country, because without them, there'd be a whole lot less to be thankful about.
It's kind of sad to me that we need one special day out of the year to be thankful when we should be thankful Every day....but I guess that's just me.
We just got done with family game night. Is that really juvenile? Do people still have family game night besides me?
Anyway..
We played a game called Quelf (no, not queef), and It was so fucking funny. Like. you'll honestly never play a more fucked game ever. wtf is a quelf anyways? Is that even a real word? I'll have to look that one up.
As y'all go to sleep tonight with full bellies and a smile on your sleepy little faces, don't forget about those who are less fortunate. Remember and pray for those who aren't able to be with their families today, and thank those who are out fighting for our country, because without them, there'd be a whole lot less to be thankful about.
Monday, November 25, 2013
The Christmas Spirit!
I've decorated my blog for the Holidays!!
Look at my fancy, flashy banner! Never knew I could do that.
Learning new tricks to make my blog more appealing to you guys!
How am I doing??
HOHOHO.
Look at my fancy, flashy banner! Never knew I could do that.
Learning new tricks to make my blog more appealing to you guys!
How am I doing??
HOHOHO.
Sunday, November 24, 2013
Taking The Word "Public" To New Extremes.
I was so exhausted when I got out of work tonight at 6, after spending the last 24 hours at work, I just HAD TO go to bed at 7:30pm. I woke up thinking it was early morning but nope....just 11:30pm.
So anyway..
Before I woke up, I had a dream that for SOME FUCKED REASON I was back in high school, and REALLY had to go to the bathroom. So I walked down the busy halls of faces I recongnize and head to the bathroom. Ya know, everything in my dream looked EXACTLY how it does in real life....Except for when I went into the bathroom...Here's basically how it looked.
So anyway..
Before I woke up, I had a dream that for SOME FUCKED REASON I was back in high school, and REALLY had to go to the bathroom. So I walked down the busy halls of faces I recongnize and head to the bathroom. Ya know, everything in my dream looked EXACTLY how it does in real life....Except for when I went into the bathroom...Here's basically how it looked.
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