Important Life Decisions

I've decided that, even though I hate it with a burning passion, I'm going to continue going to college.

I really don't want to work at RiteAid the rest of my life. I have standards for myself and that sounds like a waste of a life.

I really need to get my shit together and pull my head outta my ass so I can pass all my classes this semester.

I'm asking for good vibes and prayers sent my way!

I'm going to need it.

THANKS!

Dreaming Big or Setting Myself Up for Life In A Box Under A Bridge

I've decided to become a famous blogger/youtube star. Granted, my blog sucks ass and I don't even have a youtube account, but I'm making progress. Planning is just the first phase. Baby steps, people! Ever heard of it?!

Anyways. Since I see my school career possibly ending soon/going on a hiatus, I've decided I need to find something I like to do to fill the sad, empty, and pathetic void that will become my life after the semester ends.

I guess I should start right away, ya know? Give myself a little head-start before my life becomes completely depressing.

I guess what my problem is, is that I really just have no motivation for anything right now.

Kinda sad that my blog only has a little over 400 views, (408 last I checked. World renound, household name, here I come!) but It's getting there. I just hope some people out there are enjoying what I write, even though most of it is senseless drivel like this post.

If my life was more interesting, I'm sure I'd have more views.

I should start lying.

College sucks all kinds of balls

I friggen hate school so much. I feel like it's just so hard this semester and I'm completely fed up with it. I just wish I could quit without people judging me. It's just not something I wanna do. I feel like wasting another 10 years on my life with school is just such a waste.. I don't want to be stuck in a fucking building learning bullshit that won't apply to me once I'm done. I just feel so done. Like...I just hate freaking out about it 24/7. No ambition, Dont give a fuck. I'd rather work at RiteAid the rest of my life than learn this pointless shit.

If anyone needs me, I'll be hiding under my bed.

Random shit

I just read my last blog post and came to a few conclusions:

1. I haven't posted since July, which means my life must be REALLY exciting.
2. I can't believe I put up something so personal online.
3. I sound like an idiot.

Lately I've been debating with myself whether to make this blog public to my friends. And by "public" I mean posting the link on Twitter and seeing which poor unfortunate soul is stupid enough to click on it.

But then I think about all the people that will probably judge me for it, and then I think, "hmm....better not."

But you know what? I don't really care that much. If people have the nads to judge me for my own personal opinions, they can go right ahead. Disclaimer: you should know that I won't give a fuck.

ANYWAY

Lets talk about college...

I hate it.

THE END.

Finally got a new job that doesnt suck balls, which I'm really happy about. I actually enjoy going to work now and don't mind working 24/7....Even though that time dips heavily into my "Nap for 5 hours a day" schedule.

Right now I'm laying in bed wishing I hadn't taken a 5 hour nap earlier, because I know I won't be able to sleep. Why do I even call it a 'nap'? A nap means a 30 minute siesta. My 'naps' are more like mini comas.

anyway, I'm laying in bed, looking around my room and beside my bed, on my table, I have a picture of Jesus surrounded by sheep. I'm not even religious, but I found this picture laying at the bottom of a box, under my bed, burried in bullshit that I've collected through my short 20 years, and felt bad. Isn't that like....sacrilege? Of course, placing it in a place of honor, on my messy table surrounded by trash and empty candy wrappers doesn't sound like I'll be getting repentance for that sin any time soon..

What do you have laying around your room that doesnt make any sense?